Friday, November 13, 2009


Thursday, November 12, 2009

NO MORE TESTS YAY.

I hope a miracle would happen for my econs test ! It'ssssss freakingggggg difficultttttttttttttt.
but whatever haha. madeline let's play the pencil game again. so fun! i like :D

tmr's ccn day can't wait teehee.

i was gonna type something but i forgot wad lol whatever bye.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

11/11 would eventually make my wish come true.

Last day to mug for trophort. Last lecture for econs.
Tomorrow's gonna be the day already! What day? THE DAY FOR TWO FUCKING TESTS.
Actually I'm not so worried for trophort since it's just 30 MCQs. I mean.. Even if you're brain-dead/dumb/shocked/upset.. YOU HAVE 4 CHOICES to pick from. BUT econs test.. you need to answer with sentences uh whatever with graphs?! And worse of all........THE GRAPHS PRACTICALLY LOOK THE SAME?!
Let's just hope tmr's test would be an easy one.

It's too late to panic. "UH WTF THIS ONE? WHAT IS THIS I DUNNO HOW?!"
Let's just chill and tomorrow, everything would go smoothly teehee. Keep living in self-denial and you will live a happier life. I like to indulge myself in endless fantasies.

I'm so hungry! Mommy faster come home I wanna eat a tastier bao (i bought one from cheers just now when i was hungry like fuck and it tastes like fuck) with fishball soup! :D

Today, 11/11, Madeline and I did something really meaningful and sweet.

This morning, I woke up in cold sweat and tears cause the worse scenerio that I could ever imagine happened in my dream last night. The helpless feeling.. the feeling of abandonment literally tore me apart. Never thought that such feelings from a dream would feel so real in life. I believe dreams are the opposite of reality. Means they'll stay with me forever hehe ;)

I hate it when pimples start growing on my nose.

Left and Right hand.

He doesn't know I'm a right-hander though I often use my left hand..

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No TropHort today. Met up with the MEH DER LINE today to study for the test that is coming up on thurs. We only managed to cover lecture one and half of lecture two (Y)! hahaha.

I'm busy deleting unknown strangers from my facebook account now. From now onwards, I should stop clicking on "approve" for convenience sake. They either send me virus or.. become some form of shit in future.
Online people = non-existent to me.
Sorry for thinking like that in such a modern society. You can take it that I belong to the cave era. I'm sorry I don't intend to meet any strangers I meet online no matter how close we seem to be.. no matter how much secrets we share with each other. We can be friends online.. but somehow, there's a certain boundary that we shouldn't cross. Or.. maybe that's just what I feel.
You can fucking block and delete me all you want if that's really what you want.. just stop saying stuffs like "you don't care about me..", "you always never talk to me.." , "why always so busy.." , "when i sad, you not there.. are you really my friend?"

I'm sorry if being busy with schoolwork is a fucking lame excuse cuz it is really happening to me. Plus its the birthday season now.. You won't understand how little time I have left for myself. So shut up.
And one major point, WHEN I'M SAD.. ALL THESE PIECES OF SHITS ARE NOT EVEN THERE FOR ME. SO, why do you expect my presence.

I think I have had enough of all this crap. Grow up man.. some of you people are older than me and you are still acting like a kid. Quit acting like you really care about this so-called friendship and when all you have is just selfish thoughts.

I hate it when people expects birthday wishes from others when they don't fucking remember other people's birthday or give one fuck to other people's agony when they're happy in life.

Okay, I shall continue deleting faceless people. HAHA.