Late Night Kiss

Is it just me or have people stop aging already? X:

God. I seriously can't wait this fucking form ex module to end. I really hate cutting, folding and sticking. I really can't stand the paper powdery feeling and the gluey sticky feeling on my hands!

People get cut from razor blade/scissors .. etc, I get cuts from paper -.- (Y)

Everyday is like fun fair no matter how busy I am.. In between, I'm sure to laugh at my own clumsiness/blurness/retardedness. tsk tsk. And I've been experiencing too much coincidences already, or maybe I'm just paranoid! Goodness. Fly me to the legendary bangkok instantly please. Need a break, need to see clothes..shoes..bag.., need to REST.

Was late for form ex just nw. Sorry madeline!!!

But our hardwork last night paid off .. i think. Well at least, the model wasn't totally ruined and the lecturers appreciated some of my ideas. I think they really prefer spontaneous works rather than rigidly planned stuff. A point to take note of. Busy weekend ahead......... :[

Deshistandculture was a total slack today. We just had to hand in a "100 words" and talk a little about our final project and.. "class dismissed". You wanna spell shiok for me?

It's like as though god can feel our tired eyes thank god.

Using mad's mac at mad's house right now. byes~

p.s: I feel your pain, bear with it.. the tough times will be gone soon.. very soon.

btw, cartoonish penguins are so stupid. the real penguin super smooth i wanna go bird park!

MY FAV PHOTO.

CHIO.

Yesterday I went to school for nothing! okay maybe not really. Had a little fun (FB VIDEOS!!! AND PHOTOS hehe) and plus I made a crappy test model for fun haha. Dad drove line and i to funan and got myself dining voucher for 2 but got wasted in the end LOL.
Had fishy bally noodles with line at elias before gg home and knocking myself out.

Today I was damn reluctant to wake up. I had slightly reddish eyes. Haha my horoscope was damn accurate today. Our peranakan museum trip was canceled cuz tp didn't want to renew the membership :( But I've been there for comm di project.. so okay luh~
We went fort canning instead. Now we have to come up with an essay -.-
But it was fun.. It felt more like photography class/ tourist visiting than class excursion!

Had a meal at LJS with evd-ians.
Didn't went back to the studio cuz shopping is tempting. Quite relieved that I didn't bought anything. Save save save money! shitloads of photos. Upload them soon! :D

Went to the fish's place and .. slacked instead of doing work haha. Aiya chill before the big shit comes.

OKAY BYE GOODNIGHT. but i'm hungry how. OKAY GOODNIGHT.

P.S: I'm wanna leave this blank so you won't think about it. Because now I know how much it hurts.

When you're stressed up, shower. When you need solutions, shower. When you think you're gonna cry, shower. When you think everything is against you, shower. When you need ideas, shower. When you're angry/disappointed/...., shower!
Showering solves all the problems in your mind.
-My theory-

Surprisingly, I come up with a lot of major decisions after shower. And I also come up with random thoughts and ideas when showering. You know water flow is amazing. Maybe its just me. I love water a lot. Oh my favorite animal is penguin. I know no link. Penguins are so cute, smooth and ya.. cute.

I laughed a lot sia just now. I think people thought I was mad or something.
The best part ..
*Holding camera.. shooting the ceiling of the carpark at e!hub*
"Eh what they taking sia... "
*shy hazel* "eh wtf the bird flew away alr"
.... only to realize birds don't come out at night .
"Got bird meh.."
Passers-by's comments are not soft at all. -.-

At msn:
My pm was: shiok to the maxx woo.
then....
..riffy vishvonandan says:
wah people now suffering of lack of sleep you shiok to the max !

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck i damn high now. i cannot stop typing sia bye.

freakszx. wlkefnwlnflwenglkwnglkwnlrknldnwlfd.
at the mccafe doing the rj. drinking the cappuccino. the meh-y feeling of not getting anything completed.
grrrrrz.

everything running inside my puny little fragile brain is ......... the next holiday. the end of this module.
i really hate craft work sia. i'm so careless, untidy bla whatever. i prefer coloring, drawing.. anything without the use of FOLDING ETC. actually the reflective journal is quite fun. hahaha is it just me. LOL.

but cutting and pasting and planning of the layout is driving me keeeee-rayyyyy-zeeeeee.

OKAY BYE.

This is damn difficult. i really dunno hw to continue this shit. its so ugly. :(
i never felt so useless. this is the worse i've ever done. i'm starting to hate my hands.. they don't make things beautiful. :(

my brain is not working. i can't think....... all ideas are cramped up as one piece of shit. and it's confusing me.
i feel so useless. one setback brought me all the way down. i'm not cut out for this. i'm not cut out for anything.

:( :( :( :(

i feel so .......

-that was my pm..
and............

..riffy pesado mundo ! says:
lalalalalala
hahahahaha
hehehehe
wakakaka
Hazel. says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL LAUGHING ME A LULLABY IS IT
..riffy pesado mundo ! says:
yes hazel !!
including singing a lullaby

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hahaha i can't sleep now and i'm feeling ultra bored. all the funny people are asleep now. how how how. i've been looking at clothes, shoes and bags just now. makes me so happy to look at those pretty stuffs.

p.s:
love never fails.
love is perseverance, love is trust, love doesnt make one easily angry. love is patient.
u can say its obsession. but its true love. if u really love someone. u wont care much. u just love that person.
its like how ur family love u.
muwah made me go wah wah wah wah.
i guess its true.. you don't need to wait, it'll be here if its gonna come.
bla fuck care all the shits. in a blink of an eye, you'll say bye to everything, nothing will affect you. i'm not disappointed at all. i not emo kia. LOL.